Sometimes I wish there were people who could understand me.
Those that could pick me up when I'm feeling down.
Those that can sense my sadness without having to ask a single question.
Those that are willing to stick with me through thick and thin.
Those that put up with my childish antics.
Those that wait with arms right open.
Those that embrace me in times of need.

Exams. Oh the horror.
If you're planning to ask me how I fared in my exams, please with all due respect, refrain yourselves from doing so. Obviously you should be used to my unusual behaviour when it comes to exams. So don't push it.


One thing I would like to comment on is the unreasonable stupidity of the many organisms on Earth of late. You see, in the ubiquitous world of Facebook, many newly formed groups with headings as long as an essay can be seen-all just repeating the same single sentence over and over again. It's cool to have groups, even I agree with that. But just a single sentence would suffice. We get the point you know, it's not like we're dumb like you. You don't have to make the life of others miserable by copying and repeating the same sentence or putting a whole load full of bullshit we do not even think twice of reading. It's an eyesore having to scroll down an awful lot just to bypass that stupid worthless title. It just jammed my computer. And that ticked me off, big time. So please, if you actually have a heart ( or a brain), just stop whatever it is you're doing because it's not cool. It's annoying. And need I remind you that Facebook is a social networking site? It's to share common interests and to meet new friends or keep in touch with people you know. So if you prefer wasting your time creating new groups or fan clubs out of mere single sentences, why don't you just create a new website for that particular reason only? It'll save up a whole lot of time and effort of scrolling down webpages. Think about it.

Don't be all emotional. It's a waste of time.


And to all, goodnight.

It's been ages since I logged in.
You know why. All the endless assignments and projects. And just when I finally have time to breathe, more come piling up. Great, So here I am, blogging my ass off since I have nothing better to do.
Let's start off with exams.
I haven't been studying much but I did pay a lot of attention in classes now; I fared better than last year. At least I don't doze off during Chemistry anymore.
Exams are roughly in 2 weeks' time. I shall start revising tomorrow. And during my free time, I shall go jogging and finish up on my Seni Folio. I feel like such a geek. Hitting the gym keeps my mind off things. But after an intense workout all the problems come flooding in again.
I honestly want to do well in my exams. But with the endless assignments, how can we all cope?
Forum is in June. But I also have another camp coming up. But before that I've got to complete the folio and submit the drafts for the school magazine. And after that, studyyyyyyyyy.
Gahhhhhh. I just can't seem to relax. I'm already so frustrated. There's nobody to talk to at the moment.
I wonder where all the beloved ones have gone to. They used to be there for me.
Sometimes I wish I could just get rid of my emotions. Life's better that way, when you don't comprehend the meaning of despair and suffer.

1. Valentine's Day
2. Chinese New Year
3. Ang paus!
4. More ang paus?

• I shall not procrastinate.
• I would like to complete my homework.
• I want to finish whatever I have left off.
• I want to get my driver's license!
• I want to get SPM over with, and get the hell out of school.
• I want WILL get my 10As for SPM (:
• I want to reach high for the sky! :D

Because life's what you make of it. And every second is worth living. Always strive, and never fear of losing. ;D

Time and time again I keep telling myself to let you go.

Because you're not worth all this craposity, and you're not worth the pain and tears I've shed. Your words felt more like bullets in my heart. They say time heals all wounds and erases all memories, but what do they really know? Are they in my shoes this very moment? I don't think so.
When they say it's alright, did it really turn out to be all RIGHT? No. So how can they ever say that they understand how I feel, when they don't have the slightest bit of knowledge of what's going on? Sure, time heals everything, but can time erase all those bitter deep scars that's left behind? Were they well-versed with love in the first place?
At first it seems fine and oh-so-perfect; pretty soon they're in tears and regrets. Having turn back the time is an option many would prefer, but still, we have to learn from our mistakes. It's not like we have a choice anyway.
But why do we keep making the same mistakes over and over again? We have failed to see the real truth.There isn't a need for love, we just felt like we had to fulfill this desire of ours; that having someone to love or be loved is the only way to fit in. Maybe we don't realize it yet, but soon enough, time will tell.