anything but ordinary

#83

2010-05-27T23:56:00.000+08:00

Sometimes I wish there were people who could understand me.
Those that could pick me up when I'm feeling down.
Those that can sense my sadness without having to ask a single question.
Those that are willing to stick with me through thick and thin.
Those that put up with my childish antics.
Those that wait with arms right open.
Those that embrace me in times of need.

Those that I turn to when all is wrong and I'm in despair.

I just need a friend. Is that too much that I'm asking for?

suicidal

2010-05-22T00:03:00.000+08:00

Exams. Oh the horror.
If you're planning to ask me how I fared in my exams, please with all due respect, refrain yourselves from doing so. Obviously you should be used to my unusual behaviour when it comes to exams. So don't push it.

One thing I would like to comment on is the ~~unreasonable~~ stupidity of the many organisms on Earth of late. You see, in the ubiquitous world of Facebook, many newly formed groups with headings as long as an essay can be seen-all just repeating the same single sentence over and over again. It's cool to have groups, even I agree with that. But just a single sentence would suffice. We get the point you know, it's not like we're dumb like you. You don't have to make the life of others miserable by copying and repeating the same sentence or putting a whole load full of bullshit we do not even think twice of reading. It's an eyesore having to scroll down an awful lot just to bypass that stupid worthless title. It just jammed my computer. And that ticked me off, big time. So please, if you actually have a heart ( or a brain), just stop whatever it is you're doing because it's not cool. It's annoying. And need I remind you that Facebook is a social networking site? It's to share common interests and to meet new friends or keep in touch with people you know. So if you prefer wasting your time creating new groups or fan clubs out of mere single sentences, why don't you just create a new website for that particular reason only? It'll save up a whole lot of time and effort of scrolling down webpages. Think about it.

Don't be all emotional. It's a waste of time.

And to all, goodnight.

2010-05-16T00:46:00.000+08:00

It used to be just me and the stage. Now I've got to face the world.

So here I am. Another night of absent-minded blogging; rambling about my oh-so-boring life. Well I figured since I couldn't talk to anybody, I might as well blog. Telling it to the computer. Or whoever that passes by. Geez.

I sorta realize I have this ability to relate to people. Let me rephrase in case your little nutshell of a brain can't comprehend. I can somehow feel what people are feeling; and I can visualize myself in their situation or shall I say, put myself in their shoes. I don't know why, but I guess I have a better than average grasp of human nature.

I know what you're thinking. I'm not insane.

Why do I say so? I have no idea. But sometimes you just do what you gotta do, get it? Maybe it's a gift of mine. I should be a psychologist. Damn.

Many people have been feeling down or depressed lately. And the things I know about them, I shall not mention it here. I know where I stand. I will not stoop that low. And lately. The problems I've been facing. I wouldn't exactly say that it's been solved or anything. More like it being pushed aside for the time being to concentrate on my exams. And in case you're wondering; yes I did study today.

I am motivated to do well in my exams this year. But yet I procrastinate. I am human after all. What do you expect? I look forward to studying 3 subjects tomorrow : Physics, Chemistry and Biology. I will be in 'nerd mode' for quite a while. At least until SPM is done with. Do prepare yourselves for middle hair parting, people (:

And a new resolution : Refrain from Milo powder & chocolates!

Yes, I still munch on Milo powder. I've got cravings too you know.

And man, do I need to hit the gym! D:

And so, I end my ramblings and rants with a kiss goodnight. I shall dream or good dreams tonight. I hope.

When darkness turns to light; it ends tonight.

xoxoxo

One too many times.

2010-05-09T01:26:00.001+08:00

It's been ages since I logged in.
You know why. All the endless assignments and projects. And just when I finally have time to breathe, more come piling up. Great, So here I am, blogging my ass off since I have nothing better to do.
Let's start off with exams.
I haven't been studying much but I did pay a lot of attention in classes now; I fared better than last year. At least I don't doze off during Chemistry anymore.
Exams are roughly in 2 weeks' time. I shall start revising tomorrow. And during my free time, I shall go jogging and finish up on my Seni Folio. I feel like such a geek. Hitting the gym keeps my mind off things. But after an intense workout all the problems come flooding in again.
I honestly want to do well in my exams. But with the endless assignments, how can we all cope?
Forum is in June. But I also have another camp coming up. But before that I've got to complete the folio and submit the drafts for the school magazine. And after that, studyyyyyyyyy.
Gahhhhhh. I just can't seem to relax. I'm already so frustrated. There's nobody to talk to at the moment.
I wonder where all the beloved ones have gone to. They used to be there for me.
Sometimes I wish I could just get rid of my ~~emotions~~. Life's better that way, when you don't comprehend the meaning of despair and suffer.

Au-revoir.

a little bit more.

2010-02-13T15:34:00.000+08:00

I am not letting go

Neither am I making a move

You're the least of my worries

But still not something I won't ponder about

And no, I'm not hurt by your words

They're all lies anyway

It takes more than that to bring me down

And you, yes you, are just a ~~man~~ boy with a fear of commitment

You think that by being an asshole, you can get just about whatever you want

But it's all in the past

Right here; right now, I see you as a figment of my imagination

For all that's worth, you certainly aren't one.

2010-02-12T23:39:00.000+08:00

Hi. I'm Juliana, and I'ma geek that loves Tom & Jerry! :D

(and Spongebob Squarepants)

So here we are in the month of February.

I'm thinking of :

Valentine's Day
Chinese New Year
Ang paus!
More ang paus?

Anyway, new resolutions!

I shall not procrastinate.
I would like to complete my homework.
I want to finish whatever I have left off.
I want to get my driver's license!
I want to get SPM over with, and get the hell out of school.
I ~~want~~ WILL get my 10As for SPM (:
I want to reach high for the sky! :D

Because life's what you make of it. And every second is worth living. Always strive, and never fear of losing. ;D

xoxo

forever and always

I'm a fool for you.

2010-02-02T23:37:00.000+08:00

Time and time again I keep telling myself to let you go.

Because you're not worth all this craposity, and you're not worth the pain and tears I've shed. Your words felt more like bullets in my heart. They say time heals all wounds and erases all memories, but what do they really know? Are they in my shoes this very moment? I don't think so.
When they say it's alright, did it really turn out to be all RIGHT? No. So how can they ever say that they understand how I feel, when they don't have the slightest bit of knowledge of what's going on? Sure, time heals everything, but can time erase all those bitter deep scars that's left behind? Were they well-versed with love in the first place?
At first it seems fine and oh-so-perfect; pretty soon they're in tears and regrets. Having turn back the time is an option many would prefer, but still, we have to learn from our mistakes. It's not like we have a choice anyway.
But why do we keep making the same mistakes over and over again? We have failed to see the real truth.There isn't a need for love, we just felt like we had to fulfill this desire of ours; that having someone to love or be loved is the only way to fit in. Maybe we don't realize it yet, but soon enough, time will tell.

This love I had for you; I'm letting it go.

But every time I walk out the door, I get a little closer to breaking down.

And every time I look at you, it's like my heart is on fire.

You, yes you have stolen my heart.

And you can have the rest of me.

screwed up

2010-01-08T23:10:00.000+08:00

I needed you to be there like you said you would.
Where are you now?
I miss you. So bad that it hurts to the very core.
Yet I'm addicted to you. It's impossible being in a life without you.
Whatthepork corny shit am I saying? I'm being too gooey. Must be the nerves.
Gahhhh, get a grip!

oh-so-fabulous

2010-01-03T12:19:00.001+08:00

As much as I hate how this is all coming through, I can't help but to smile at myself for the accomplishments I've made in the past

Tomorrow's THE DAY. Back to school. Back to carrying bags. Back to wearing the school uniform. Back to seeing an endless list of homework, textbooks, and more books. Don't you just love the smell, sights and sounds of school? (: I'm being really sarcastic, aren't I?

Although I really really despise school, I'm somehow relieved to be back; seeing my friends again. Not having to text them and knowing I can just laugh out loud alongside them. Ah, good times, good times.

Anyway, to start off with today.
Woke up in the morning at 8-ish. But I was still sleepy, and so I tuned out again. Got up again at 10.30 AM. And it was all because of the bloody noisy neighbours at the back. I'm telling you, they're really loony ballooney nitwits, and they sound exactly like the morning market.
Received a couple of texts from V. And he's being extremely sarcastic as well, since he's out of school. Gahh, you make me feel like poop in the dumpster D;
I'm not supposed to be online, but since mum's out with her friends, I might as well just use the computer for a while.
I guess I won't be online as much as I used to be. Now that SPM's on the way. Yikes.

I miss you already (;

My life would suck without you

xoxoxo

2010-01-02T21:20:00.000+08:00

In 2 days, I'll be back in school with the famous baju kurung.
No more pinafores, thanks.
A month's worth of holidays just flew by and it's already another new year.
Which reminds me, HAPPY NEW YEAR dudes and dudettes :D

Since Abee has missed out on the celebration we had on the eve of new year, I've decided to give her a tiny update on what she missed out.
(You're at loss here Bee) :D
I'll skip to the aftermath of tuition.
Headed home to drop my stuff there, then got ready for the big event at DesaParkCity. There was a massive ~~hoo-haa~~ traffic jam at the entrance of DPC. So mum decided to take a walk up to the hills instead. Headed off to meet the long-lost-pallies of 2009.
Bumped into Haziq-saliva-boy-Jason-Mraz-wannabe-Faiz, and we both decided to look for the rest of the monkey circus. And what a coincidence, Joel, Joon Kiat, Zi Han, Yew Joe and some of the other monkey members butted in. So off we went to seven-eleven, and the guys decided to buy beer. Pretty soon we headed off to Kay's Cafe, right at the end of the long-stuffy balcony.
By the time I got there, I was sweating so much that I could flood the bloody restaurant.
And there was my bro, sitting there with SOJU and WHITE WINE.
Feeling jealous yet, Bee? :D
Received texts from a couple of people, including Kelly, telling me that they couldn't make it. The damn-flipping network was jammed, and I couldn't receive or make any calls or send out a bleeping text. Somehow Zi Han's phone had coverage, I took advantage of that instead.
Called the ~~twits~~ twins in case they've bailed out on me again. But oh-good-goody-giddy-goodness, they were in the parking lot, in the crowd, among thousands of people. Screamed and yelled over the phone for them to hurry up to Kay's Cafe and try out the soju.
Some 10 minutes they came over, stayed up with us, then vanished again.
Stood there with the gang for a long long long time until there was 5 minutes left for the countdown.
And that's where the shit happened. Joe began singing songs like the Negaraku anthem, Auld Lang Syne, while a couple of girls, including me, started screaming out heads off. And when countdown finally began, I'd already lost my voice. Horrible experience with the throat, but all the same, I loved it.
Fireworks were bloody awesome.
Then we started spraying each other with that snow-foam-in-a-can, and did that yam seng tradition as long as we could. Finished up all the soju and white wine. There wasn't enough, because there was only a bottle of each drink. I didn't have to fork out the money, so I won't complain :D
We hung around for a few more minutes, then paid the bill and headed downstairs. Along the way I saw my other bro, OngKee, working in Kay's Cafe as a chef. My face was blotchy red from the soju and white wine. What do you expect? It does contain 40% of alcohol. And I was half drunk, along with the mates. Sze Mei was the worst, even her eyes were red. And Joel had lost his voice, he was gagging and choking away. Some awesome experience, eh?

And Bee, it's too bad that me and JK couldn't see you in your Indian costume. Either way I'd be too drunk to notice. And flipping hell, my parents did sort of notice that I was drunk, but I passed it off as an after effect of screaming too loud. Somehow I think they knew I was drunk anyway. Walked home since it was still jammed-packed with people.

Some awesome 2009 I've had with you people. I've lived every moment and cherished every single second of it with you guys. And let's make the best out of our last year, and take on SPM with flying colours. And no matter what, we'll always be alongside each other every step of the way.

I love you all (:
Happy 2010.

obstacles

2009-12-30T23:55:00.000+08:00

I'm so restless I could just run into a wall.
I'm so ~~depressed~~ emo I could eat a whole bucket of BR icecreammmm.
Suddenly I feel like I just wanna skip SPM and shoot straight to college.
If it was possible I would've been there already.
Just doing the things I love : ARTS

I'm not bragging or shit, you can justify whatever I've said;
But I love arts, and I have the talent.
And I'm damn right proud of it.
I regret taking pure science.
But I learn from my mistakes, and that's how I make better decisions.
Don't think I've got talent? Think again.

Still wanna deny?

Had a grueling 1 hour and 45 minutes of Physics today.
If I keep this up, I'll be the next blind Harry Potter with the round spectacles.
I need to study, because school is reopening in like, 4 days?
Can't wait for New Year's countdown in DPC.

tuned in to : Lifehouse - Halfway Gone

a little bit of a history ; the other day was a mystery

2009-12-28T23:19:00.000+08:00

I realize, whenever I am in dire need of that someone, he isn't there.
But when I don't need him, there he is.
So ironic isn't it?
I bet many people are experiencing it.
But was it pure coincidence or just ~~an attempt of avoidance~~ a game of play-hard-to-get?

YOU are driving me crazy.
You are somehow the most irritating person I can't seem to get enough of.
An addiction, maybe?
YOU, you and yes, you are worth every second of my blasted life.
And yes YOU, I love you.

xo

# 71st

2009-12-27T16:33:00.000+08:00

I am moody );
Stupid hormones. Bleaghhh.
Bloody weather. Makes me gloomy. Bahhhh.

I was bored by just stoning at home, so I decided to go online.

But being online makes it worse.

There's noone to talk to; and looking at the screen just spoils my eyes.

Time flies by so quickly and SPM's up next. Oh the jitters!

And Santa, although it's already 2 days past Christmas, I'm still waiting for the DSLR camera I want so badly ;]

Right now I wish there was someone to talk to.

Where are you when I need you most?

; imissyou

& we'll fall asleep under the stars

2009-12-27T00:04:00.000+08:00

a notification ;

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

to Michael Wong and David Wong, the ~~twits~~ twins of KB

they happen to be single (ladies, I've got their numbers if you want 'em) :D

have an awesome-tastic sweet sixteenth, you brats

love you guys loads ;D

27.12.09

on the night you saved my life ;

2009-12-25T22:23:00.000+08:00

backkkkkkk.

My 2 day hiatus was caused by a trip to Melaka. I cried when we had to leave Pom Pom for boarding ): She could feel it coming, and she was shivering in the car. Poor puppy ): And so, I felt better on the way to Melaka, though I thought I wouldn't enjoy the trip at first.
But I was so darn wronggggggg. I loved it. Superduperwuper great trip.
It was worth the butt-aching 2 hours journey there. And the long line of people waiting for tickets.
But I missed like, 2 periods of tuition on Thursday, and that seriously sucked, big time. I'll be the one missing out on all the info D: But again, it was worth it. And I didn't have to starve in class for once ;D
You suckers going for tuition, hear my laugh! Harharharharrrrr. Get your bums out of class and enjoyyyyyy. It's Christmas! ;D
Dad must be dead tired. He 'accidentally' deleted ALL the pictures we took in the camera. Better go check.
Once again to you peeps, Merry Christmas (;

A change

2009-12-18T22:07:00.000+08:00

I'm back to stoning on the computer.
While I'm at it I guess it'll be a good time to blog.
I guess I've abandoned it long enough.

But still I'm having the writer's block.
This is becoming so frequent.
Staying away from school really has its bad points I guess.

Okay, so now. To update on my life.
Holidays, how did I spend it?
Shop, study, movies, online, sleep, exercise.

If I keep this up, I'll literally go insane. Staying up too late has its bad effects too. I can feel a cold coming on. What am I getting myself into? );

`xoxo

2009-09-16T15:01:00.000+08:00

bahhh.

I would like to, and will, delete all old posts. And then make another.
Photobucket's bandwidth is always freakin' exceeding.
Changing blogskin too.
Sigh. Stupid sluggish modem.

au revoir, old-outdated-blog;

& a happy birthday to me (:
I AM FINALLY SIXTEEN! ;D

driver's license ; 1 year, and countinggggg ♥

KSE owes me a present.
Big thanks and BIG BIG BIG LUVE to present givers :D
I love them chocolates, and the keychain (:
Most of all, I love you guys ♥

2009-07-24T23:30:00.000+08:00

because my love's a perfect crime

I.LOVE.YOU

`xoxo

2009-07-11T23:37:00.000+08:00

Spent the whole morning cleaning my room.
It felt like a tornado + typhoon + tsunami came by and seriously messed it up.
So a gotong-royong by myself would help clear things out (:
2 hours later, had lunch then went for art class.
Came back and saw my cousins. Another 2 hours later, more cousins came.
My whole day was practically a pasar malam.
Next, went for a jog at DPC.
Only managed a 3 lap run, 'cause my cousins were tagging along behind me.
So we slowed down to a walk, watching dogs poop and smell their booties. How awesome.

LOL

After the jog, settled for dinner, showered and did the English work that we had to EMAIL to Miss Tang. I absolutely respect that woman ; she's got ideas! (:

Then suddenly and miraculously, up comes this random person by the name of MichaelWongPohHong, texting and demanding me that I go online.

I did, an hour and a half later.

Long story short; I edited some parts of the conversation (:

[MSN]

Me ; Michael

Hey I finally signed up for facebook

Good, I'll buy you in Friends for Sale

(5 minutes later)

Okay I bought you, super cheap

Wait wait, so how do I buy you?

Just find my name in the pet store, duh

I can't find it. OMG I suck in facebook

Yeah I can see that (laughs)

(another 30 minutes later)

I think I did it

Hurray! (But then...) OMG FLOOPY? You friggin' named me Floopy? WTH

Dunno, simply (laughs)

I changed your name too, it's DOOPY WOOPY

Cool (laughs)

LOL. We're lifeless

OMG. LOL. Super lifeless.

Conclusion : Agreed, we're very lifeless.

2009-07-10T22:57:00.000+08:00

I don’t know but

I think I may be

Fallin’ for you ♥

Dropping so quickly

Maybe I should

Keep this to myself

Waiting ’til I

Know you better

I am trying

Not to tell you

But I want to

I’m scared of what you’ll say

So I’m hiding what I’m feeling

But I’m tired of

Holding this inside my head

I’ve been spending all my time

Just thinking about ya

I don’t know what to do

I think I’m fallin’ for you

I’ve been waiting all my life

And now I found ya

I don’t know what to do

I think I’m fallin’ for you

As I’m standing here

And you hold my hand

Pull me towards you

And we start to dance

All around us

I see nobody

Here in silence

It’s just you and me ♥

I just can’t take it

My heart is racing

The emotions keep spinning out

143 C;

2009-06-08T14:11:00.000+08:00

BACK HOME

Okay, so this year's forum wasn't as eventful as I thought it would be.

But the bright side, I got to meet my long lost kindergarten bestie (:

Met the hamsap Dickson and his retarded buddy Fong.

And those 2 eventually hung out with us throughout the 3 days.

They were a big help in the chaotic hotel.

Surprising, ain't it? (:

Will update more on what's going on soon.

At the mo, there's just not enough time to update.

Pictures will be posted, if I'm hardworking enough.

if it was to happen all over again, would you stay by my side?

2009-06-04T22:45:00.000+08:00

Will be M.I.A for 3 days

Packed and ready to go (:

Penang, HERE I COME :D

Will be back to monkey business after I'm through with LEO Forum.

In the mean time, miss me, call me, text me (desperately trying to impersonate Soulja Boy's Kiss Me Through The Phone) ;D

I miss you guys just as much (:

riot (:

2009-06-03T01:29:00.001+08:00

love

2009-06-03T00:35:00.001+08:00

FOUND A PICTURE OF TAYLOR LAUTNER'S ABS WITHIN MINUTES!

He's so finely tuned.
Sexay.

I freaking LOVE him even more now ♥

He's so laid back. And I love his smile. It's killer!
His laugh is a one in a million record deal x)

He went from zero to hero, no?

YES. First of all, I was dumbfounded because of his stupid WIG in the first movie. But then *KABOOM* and out comes this super massively toned muscular dude from planet of the hotties. He's a mouth-watering delight ♥ *drools

Isabella Swan can never have my Jacob Black.

Bugger off, will you?

Keep your Edward Cullen & I'll handle the rest from there (:

His abs, abs, abs, abs,abs!
It just makes me wanna scream!

He is exotic. Addictive. Hunky. HOT. Extravagant. Outstanding. Incredible.
Drop dead gorgeous. Undefined. Awesome. Amazing. Irresistable. Fantastic. A work of ART. Seductive. Deliciously delicate.

Alright, I love him so much it's driving me mad.
Edward Cullen is so outta here.
Your picture's going under my pillow tonight x)

you're invincible ; yeah it's true ♥

2009-06-02T23:32:00.000+08:00

I've officially died and gone to heaven.

Clicked randomly on the main homepage, and guess what I saw?

*Bing!

New Moon trailer ;D

Decided to have a quick look-see. It's been ages since I've last seen anything related to Twilight.

So there it was : TAYLOR LAUTNER ♥

Ain't he just a total hottie?

xoxoxoxoxox
♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

Let me be honest here.

Fact is, I was NEVER one bit attracted to Taylor Lautner. The first time I ever saw him was in 'The Adventures of Sharkboy and Lavagirl' flick. But what'd you know? People change. So does my mind. And I saw him topless in some itty-bitty parts of the trailer, right at the ending. How depressing! He should be the main star of New Moon. No offence (especially to Robert Pattinson fans), but he has the better looks. Out of the movie, R.P looks way to normal, maybe even a lil' ugly. The one thing I liked most about Taylor Lautner was that he has a drop dead gorgeous body ;3 Yummy. LOL

Come on, which dumb elephant on Earth would resist his tempting abs?

ohmygoodnessgraciousholymacaroni

Okay, so I don't have any pictures of his abs, YET.

But yes I admit, he's just HOT (:

iloveyouiloveyouiloveyouiloveyouiloveyouiloveyou

i♥you.i♥you.i♥you.i♥you.i♥you

Goodbye Robert Pattinson ; I don't need you anymore.

Taylor Lautner is MINE. ♥

I'll be first in line to watch Twilight Saga's New Moon.

Can't wait! ♥

BTW, I did not abandon Rain Bi yet. I still love him just as much.

But just in total Taylor Lautner mode now. TEEHEEHEEEE ♥

; and I'll be lovin' you long time {♥}

2009-05-30T00:26:00.000+08:00

Hewwo evwybody C:

Today I will be blogging about a particular human/animal.

Look at the following pictures. What do you see?

Do you see a monkey? Nope, you're wrong. This is LEE JIA YANG.

He/It is the world's most endangered animal on the surface of the Earth. There's only one surviving Lee Jia Yang in Malaysia. Isn't he/it adorable? ;3

Look at the following pictures.

Who is this handsome fella? It's not a person. This is a monkey.

A brown furry monkey trying to act human. (Gasps) This monkey is extremely dangerous to humans. And he's running loose all over TAMAN BUKIT MALURI. D:

(Save yourselves, people, before it's too late)

Look, he's looking for trouble.

Smelly monkey. He doesn't take a bath at all.

In conclusion, just beware. (:

LJY, don't get offended, will you? (:

I'm innocent.

2009-05-26T22:04:00.000+08:00

LEE JIA YANG

I've always been happy.

I'm not emo.

Now that exams are over, I'm much happier, so there (:

Take a PROPER bath, smelly yellow monkey ;D

♥

2009-05-23T17:26:00.000+08:00

EARTH TO LEE JIA YANG

I'm not emo, alright?

I'm happy (:

Have a nice day, smelly monkey :D

2009-04-24T23:45:00.000+08:00

What if everything I was about to say was too late?

What if I'd wanted to do something that's already been done?

What if I've remembered something that's already been forgotten?

Am I a fool?

For you, yeah I am & that is true.

In a perfect world, this could never happen.

And in a perfect world, you'd still be here.

It makes no sense.

I could just pick up the pieces but to you it means nothing at all.

I've lost the volleyball competition.

I've lost my faith in trying to believe I'm okay.

And now I've lost you.

My freedom to express is limited.

The more I mention, the more it hurts.

Plain emo, ain't it?

I wouldn't wanna be like KSE but I guess I've gotten too much influence from him (:

Some say time will heal whatever wounds that are left unmended.

But if YOU were placed in this type of scenario you wouldn't be thinking that way, would you?

As time passes the wounds are bound to be tore open again.

My dear readers, I'm sure you do get the point of this whole rambling-beyond-control.

At least, that's what I presume.

'Cause if you don't, please-with-all-the-cherries on-top, just keep your mouth shut and keep your stinking thoughts to yourself.

I don't need anymore of your sly, sarcastic remarks that'll only make matters worse.

I'll bite your head off.

And I mean it.

Really.

I just need inspiration. I'm not emo. Maybe it's just some PMS problem, like what Shahrul always says. Tips on cheering me up? A bar of milk chocolate, some chocolate chip cookies, a bottle of iced-water, a few novels and inspirational music (:

The thoughts are cheering me up already.

Puh-lease, I'm not some emo psychotic bitch that frowns for days.

If you thought I was, I'd so slap you. Or maybe just break your teeth (:

Time for my nap.

And what's even worse; is that you'll never know ♥

2009-04-18T21:36:00.000+08:00

I'm craving for books.
Lots and lots of 'em.

High School Debut vol 2, etc etc by Kazune Kawahara.

Twilight by Stephenie Meyer.

But they're costly.

I'm gonna need to budget.

Sigh.

xo`

2009-03-28T00:05:00.000+08:00

Fire and Ice

Some say the world will end in fire,

Some say in ice.

From what I've tasted of desire

I hold with those who favor fire.

But if it had to perish twice,

I think I know enough of hate

To say that for destruction ice

Is also great

And would suffice.

-Robert Frost

2009-03-19T23:30:00.000+08:00

Smiled insanely to myself.

I am exhilarated.

Finally I got the 2 sequels I wanted so badly.

(This is making me sound spoilt, but whatever.)

Eclipse. New Moon.
Hurray for me.

I should shaddup now.

This is boring, I know. But blogging isn't one of the things I'm good at, apparently.

I'm just thankful that my English isn't as atrocious as those ... few people.

♥

LOVES.

2009-03-18T17:14:00.000+08:00

I'll let the pictures do all the talking.

It's random, I know.

I tried finding some 'appropriate' pictures of the movie 'Twilight' but I can't find any.

That's too bad.

♥

xoxo

2009-03-18T17:05:00.000+08:00

you are the missing piece to my puzzle

I'm officially bored. I guess it's time to change the sober soundtrack of my life. Maybe the plain background of the blog too. I'll see what I can do.

What better way to express myself than photography ? (:

Time to brighten up the blog a lil' bit.

Upcoming pictures in the next entry will be all pictures.

BIG L♥VE

2009-03-15T22:43:00.000+08:00

a, e, i, o, u

is anybody looking for ju ? (:

nobody?

guess so.

Since i've got so much free time on my hands during the holidays, I might as well waste it with blogging.

Been reading the novel 'New Moon' by Stephenie Meyer which is a sequel to the original book, 'Twilight'. Teens shouldn't pass out on this one. It's a good read. The love between a vampire and a normal human being-it's all so fascinating. But I'd love the movie better though. The author just gets too elaborative and keeps rooted to the same point over and over. But in my opinion, it's still a good book. I'll give it a 9/10 (:

And the best thing about reading this book-I finished it in 2 days! :D

Okay, I shouldn't get so hyper just 'cause I read a book.

But I like it (:

Goodnight and goodbye.

♥

LOVE

2009-03-05T17:59:00.000+08:00

I wish I have time to blog more often.

Or at least, go online.

But I don't.

So I can't update.

Be considerate, people!

My computer is seriously shitty.

So time for me to go bye-bye.

LOVE

sometimes i wish i could be in her shoes

2009-02-08T22:29:00.000+08:00

Stares blankly at the screen.

Yeah, I'm supposed to be blogging. My head hurts as though a big 1000 tonne truck just ran over it. I'm having a fever. My nose is runny. My whole body aches. I've got a big sore throat. More like a frog-in-my-throat. Yes, you got it. I'm sick. And my eyes are about to explode. I hate this feeling. It's like all the sickness attacks me at one go.

So much for self-pity.

Anyway. Speaking of Valentine's Day. Any single darlings of mine willing to celebrate with me? Guys are welcomed to give me flowers ;D

No, I do not have a special someone for Valentine's Day. But I'm still looking forward to celebrate with friends. Who says single people can't celebrate? It's time for bonding okay!

Retail therapy, anyone? C;

I can't take the pain. It's increasing. Need some aspirin. I'm outta here.

xo !

2009-02-06T23:33:00.000+08:00

hellohiandgoodbye

Didn't update much. It's not that I don't want to. It's 'cause I don't have the time. Be considerate, people! No, it's not been a good week. But yes, I'm still smiling. I'm not crazy.

Blah blah blah. Shaddup, juuuu !

I know Davey and Mikey would take a look at this blog.

So just a post to say HI C:

And please, don't steal my trademark smileys. The words jello wello mello are all mine okay!

LOL

xoxo

2009-01-23T18:37:00.000+08:00

I LOVE RAIN !
Not the natural phenomena rain, but as in the Korean singer RAIN ♥ (;

Isn't he just sexy ? ;3

I have his ORIGINAL album, RAINISM

This just proves how loyal I am ;D

IfYouDon'tKnowHimYou'reJustPathetic

I.Hate.People.Who.Hate.Rain

Anyway.I don't feel like updating, 'cause my bloody computer has a connection problem. Or maybe it has a virus. I hate viruses. FUCK the bloody people who created the damn viruses. Yes, I curse (: I'm not a good girl after all. Whatever. I'm just not in the mood.

I'm in the need for Starbucks.

I'm out.
xoxoxoxoxoxo

♥♥♥♥♥

if we were a movie

2009-01-16T19:16:00.000+08:00

What is love?

If you're a smart ass, define it.

No, I'm not a sucker for love.

Neither am I willing to fall for it. Yet. ;D

Seeing him in school everyday is just enough to drive me crazy.

Sigh.

Whatever. Diverting topic.

I.Joined.Too.Many.Clubs

Hyper much?

It's lame, I know. But my blog, my rules ;D

If you're a stalker or you don't like my blog, please clickity-click that little [X] button up there on your right. I bet you're ~~stupid~~ smart enough to do it right? C:

Please and thank yousss.

I'm just straight forward. Don't get it then it's your problem.

P/S : I did not abandon my blog.

I'm outta here.

Big L♥VE.

xoxoxoxo`

waiting for yesterday

2009-01-09T21:39:00.000+08:00

reminiscing.

I guess I've abandoned this blog long enough.
Time to get back to blogging.

Form 4 isn't fun anymore.

I resent everything now.

It's frustrating.

Writing a diary-journal-blog for English?

Screw it. Darn English. Rats.

I should write loads of rubbish in that journal. I'm pretty good at this, after all ;D

And I'm gonna doodle on it for sure!

Utterly random rubbish.

Sigh.

Like I said, it's not fun.

And it's never going to be. Ever.

xoxo

2009-01-03T19:18:00.000+08:00

ThisWillBePost42 (:

2009, new year, new beginning (:

&& it's just getting started ♥

This post isn't exactly a nice one to begin with, but I won't change for the better ;D

Feeling pretty optimistic right now.

School's reopening, but I don't feel the least bit thrilled.

The world LAZY slowly drifts into my mind.

Times sure does fly fast.

And before you know it ; SPM

Doesn't anybody wish it'll all just slow down?

Sigh.

Anyway, coming down with a cold and a sore frog-in-my-throat.

Darn weather.

Signing off,

xoxoxo ♥

2008-12-31T21:41:00.000+08:00

STRAIGHT A's BABAYE ! ♥

I'm so happy I could just jump and reach for the stars ;D

It's already my 40th post. And my blogging skills are getting retarded and a whole lot crappy-er.

But who cares, I'm on top of the world!

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥s !

2008-12-29T17:13:00.000+08:00

Tomorrow is THE DAY

PMR results coming out. The emotions running through my mind are screwed up like some scrambled eggs on toast.

Probably gonna have a sleepless night.

Toss. Turn. Toss. Turn. Toss. Turn.

Sigh.

And it's gonna be a long night.

Nervous. Terrified. Tensed. Breathless. Speechless.

Get what I mean? (:

`xoxoxoxo

2008-12-27T18:20:00.000+08:00

3 days and counting, 'til PMR results comes out.

ISoFeelTheJittersRightNow

` xo

Salvation is found in YOU

2008-12-20T23:06:00.000+08:00

Peek-A-Boo , I see YOU ;D

Clickity-click on my blog ; and what do you see?

New skin ;3

Okay, so it's simple. But me likeyyy ;D My blog is not for you to decide *winks !

- && my thought of the day is ;

I MISS CAMP!
I'M ~~HOME~~ CAMPSICK D:

Sigh sigh sigh.

I felt much closer to God while I was in the highlands of Pahang.

Now I feel so faaaaaaaar away.

I miss my roomie Yi Zhen and all the fellow campers of BSGC and ELIM Youth.

I miss the quiet time we had in the hall.

I miss the worship session and the sing-a-long.

I miss my Ini-Ah-Ma Inima groupie.

I miss the photo session and the hiking and the big big big waterfall and the Amazing Race.

I miss the humongous campfire out in the pitch dark fields.

I miss Pastor Gurmit's preaching about relationships.

I miss receiving gifts from my Guardian Angel.

I miss the siesta time and supper during late nights.

I miss the games, the laughter, the adventure - EVERYTHING!

I guess I had let the youth camp get the best of me. I just wish time would stop then.

The experience was just too captivating.

At least, I pray that time will pass soon enough for me to go again.

'Til then, my heart will be with You, Lord (:

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ !

xoxoxoxo `

make it last

2008-12-18T14:54:00.000+08:00

사랑해 ♥ (:

" I'm looking at you ; and my heart loves the view

Not dedicated to anyone special ; just felt completely random today ;D

` Reach out, spread the L♥VE ! (:

xoxoxoxoxo

♥

all or nothing

2008-12-17T15:16:00.000+08:00

The Best Of Friends ; Forever && Ever

Karina, ILY ! (:

&& heartsssssssssss ! `

xoxo -

relationship : the missing link

2008-12-15T19:05:00.000+08:00

BACK FROM CAMP ;D

It's been one heck of a week. So I'll just fit it all into 1 BIG word. AMAZING!

Although I didn't get to take any pictures during the whole period of camp, I vow to try get it someday from my fellow campers (:

At the BSGC camp, I've learnt a lot of new things.

ButThatYouWillHaveToFigureOutYourself :D

Just so you know, the theme of this year's camp is

" Relationship : The Missing Link

Doesn't it sound so deep ? (:

And for those who didn't attend this youth camp, it's your loss :D

I've decided to trust in God (:

And I would love to go for the youth camp next year, and the year after that, and the year after that, ... :D

Anyways, details of the camp!

Held in Jeram Besu, Pahang

Arranged by fellow BSGC Sunway members

Duration of 4 days and 3 nights (:

etc etc etc

Whatever the reason, I love the camp. And I'm really glad I went (:

I don't care what they say, it doesn't matter anyway. 'Cause salvation is found in You (:

Signing off for now

; ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥'s !

2008-12-09T20:12:00.000+08:00

WhatArseLuck

Or is it bumm luck?

I thought it wasn't gonna rain.

I mentioned that there was no rain.

But then there was rain.

And it continued to rain.

Sigh.

Since I couldn't accomplish my to-do list, I guess I'll just stall it 'til after camp.

There's no point in getting a bitch fit 'cause of a teeny tiny matter (:

(Drama queens are a no-no here) :D

I used to blog just to make the time fly faster. Now blogging has become a part of me. HolyMotherOfPork! :O

Okay so maybe blogging isn't my life yet. But guitars and music and dance sure are ! :D

How hyper of me today.

I guess it's the weather that driving me nuts.

That's why I dislike the rainy season. It just gets you down. And I mean a lot. I keep getting this whole idea that the sky is crying D:

And it makes my feet cold.

Sigh.

Let's just hope for a better and sunnier tomorrow (:

Signing off
♥♥♥♥♥♥ !

right here ; right now

2008-12-09T16:42:00.000+08:00

it's unpredictable, what you do ♥

It's not raining :D

I'm happy, excited, nervous altogether. Leaving for camp tomorrow, back on the 14th. While I'm gone, promise you'll miss me! (;

(That means you too, KSE gor)

Since my previous posts have been getting shorter and shorter, I've decided to blog randomly once more. Just to make KSE puas hati! :P

Today's to-do list

Give KSE his souvenir

Walk/cycle all the way to his house to give him his souvenir (OMG)

Raid Nav's house :D

Pass Nav her souvenir

Drag Dhivi and Andrew along to play basketball

Gosh, what a big and super duper buper wuper to-do list ;D

Signing off for today (:

&& ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥sssss !

mere memories

2008-12-07T16:06:00.000+08:00

hello (:

Before I go back to my habit of blogging, I would like to say

" happy birthday, ma !

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ !

she's 42 today :D

I know I haven't been blogging much nowadays. But sometimes, people just get carried away with their own lives. Unlike some ~~lifeless~~ people ;P

Curious on what I've been up to? *Gives hint : BALI (:

Vacation, obviously. I deserve a break from all the stress and the studying for PMR.

Speaking of PMR, there's a couple of weeks left 'til the results come out. *Screams!

All the nerve-wrecking comes back now. But to look on the bright side, other people are going through the same emotions (:

Signing off

; ♥♥♥♥s !

xo `

that girl was me

2008-11-24T21:50:00.000+08:00

OhMyGod.

I'm so tired, I could sleep on the keyboard.

That dramatic, huh? And yet, here I am, forcing myself up to do a quick update on the blog.

Haven't had time to go online the past few days.

My missing-in-action status has been quite an impact to some :D

The fact is, I'm getting kinda reluctant to blog. It's complicated.

Been feeling restless and tired lately. It's just been a long weekend.

What I did is ~~none of your business~~ ;D

xoxo

Random-ness

2008-11-19T00:05:00.001+08:00

Lee Jun Ki ; my ecstacy addiction ♥

Like OhMyGosh isn't he the bomb? (;

Yes yes yes, guys might so totally think he looks like a girl but who cares? It's my opinion. And he's a Korean hottie! ;3 Plus, he's sexy! ;D ~~It's my blog anyway~~ ;P

It just so happens that I decided to blog randomly out of boredom-ness. And at the same time, I was sorta looking for pictures of Jun Ki ♥ (;
Speaking of Korean dudes, I should learn to speak in Korean language. Watching Korean series doesn't seem to be helping much. Any learning-language-online websites that you people can suggest? ;3

Anyway, just wanna apologize for such a random post. It's kinda short too. Lost my enthusiasm for blogging I guess. Blogging is seriously hard work, ya know! Like what Puan Nalini used to say, "writer's block". ;D Noone understood what that ~~old lady~~ was saying anyway. Oops ;X

In conclusion, I would like to say

Friendster is so sucky when it comes to maintainence

There is nobody to chat with whenever it's past 10 at night (BUMMER)

I should find something better to do than to be blogging almost everyday

I need more practice on the guitar

I need someone to help me read musical notes ;X

I need Starbucks, or at least an ice-cream (KSE gor should belanja! ;D)

I should get a new iPod a.s.a.p with more storage space

I want a Maltese puppy

Last but not least, I'm signing off (;

xoxoxoxoxoxo ♥ !

2008-11-17T23:00:00.000+08:00

Tagged by ALYNA ! :D

1. What's your most favourite colour?

Pink & purple

2. Who is the most important to you?

EVERYBODYYYYYY (:

3. How often do you think of committing suicide?

Nope

4. Do you think you have enough confidence?

Yeah ;P

5. How many babies you want?

Not sure (:

6. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?

Yes

7. What is your goal for this year?

7A's for PMR (:

8. Do you believe in eternity love?

Yes

9. Do you think that the person who tag you like to play kidnaping?

Maybe?

10. What are you really afraid of?

Bugs ;X

11. What is your bad habit?

Too much of a perfection-ist ;3

12. Do u have a secret crush?

Yeah

13. Do you cherish everysingle friendship of yours?

Of courseeee!

14. What does flying means to you?

Freedom, and a pair of wings (:

15. What do you crave for the most currently?

Starbucks ;3

16. Are you single/in a relationship?

Single

17. Describe the person who tagged you in 7 words.

Pretty, friendly, caring, sweet, cheerful, adorable, cute (:

18. What have you done to yourself make yourself happy?

Play the guitar?

19. Do you believe in love at first sight?

Not really

20. What do friends mean to you ?

They mean everything to me (:

Instructions: Remove one question from above and add in your personal question. Make a total of 20 questions and tag 5 people. List them out at the end of the post. Notify them in their cbox that they've been tagged. Whoever does the tag will have blessings from all.

Tagged:

1. KSE

2. JeAnne

3. SuWen

4. Josephine

5. Shi Wei

xoxo `

2008-11-17T20:55:00.000+08:00

HelloYelloMelloWello :D

Sorry for not blogging these past few days. Been elsewhere doing other stuff (: This time I'll be blogging about the incident on 15th of Novemberrrrrr (:

It was Sze Mei's dad's wedding. The wedding dinner was awesomeeee ;D Well, let the pictures do the talking for now, shall we? ;3

( Carlsberg Beer & Red Wine included ) (;

My pretty darling, Min Hua ♥ (:

Hawteyh Kenges (;

Stephanie Choo Min Hua (;

JulianaTheBanana ; ShanHoeThePrettyBoy ; SarahTheOhSoFabulous ;D

Shan Hoe and his red drunken face, trying to act cute ;P

Random-ness by Kenges

Another random one by Kenges

Top : Kishen

Bottom : Juliana , Yew Joe , Shan Hoe , Sze Mei

Blur-ness (;

Kenges and her cute lala pose ;P

HotShotSarah && DrunkardShanHoe (:

Kenges && Shan Hoe

Sze Mei-the-girl-whose-dad-got-married-again (;

Camwhores (:

YJ ; Ju ; SH ; Keng

Joe ; Keng ; Kishen

Joe & me ;3

With Sarah ! :D

(Ignore me, I look retarded) ;P

My darling dear sweetheart Divyaa ♥ ;3

Sze Mei (:

And yeah , she was drunk

Ke Juin ; Christine ; Ai Juin

Drinking red wine (:

Sze Mei ; Keng ; Ju

Awww , isn't she a sweetheart ? ;3

She's absolutely adorable in this pictureeee

Red wine (;

Candid ;3

Food ! (:

Shan Hoe says : "So, what's next on the menu?" ;D

SarahDivyaaKenges

He's emo when he's hungry, happy when he's eating (:

Beer , red wine , abalone and fried rice (:

Yeah, so we're underaged and we got drunk. But it's not like no other teens do what we do. We're teens, we cause trouble. We're curious. We fall in love. We hang out when we're bored. ~~We do headbangs!~~ Okay, maybe not. :D Signing off.

xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo

♥♥♥

Soft spoken ; never heard

2008-11-13T21:00:00.000+08:00

Dedicated to whoever-it-wants-to-be-dedicated-to (:

What happens when you lose control

When the future has yet to start ?

What happens when you're still in love

But time rips you apart ?

Is there even an answer

For when love is not enough?

When the world must move on

Who decided I'd be that tough

♥♥♥

2008-11-13T20:33:00.000+08:00

Today was awesome :D

Went to OU today with Bee, Adam and sor lou Leon and his friend, Mark.

Actually saw Leon face-to-face for the 1st time ;D

Watched Madagascar 2 : Escape to Africa (:

Overall it was a funny movie.

But there were too many adverts before the show started.

Before the movie even started I've already drank half of my super duper large Coke.

So if you're running late, don't worry. You've got plenty of time (:

After the movie, Adam had to run off with his girlfriend.

Left me and Bee with Leon and Mark.

Went walking around OU.

That part was kinda ~~boring~~.

Blame Leon, 'cause he didn't wanna sponsor us yam cha x3

Ended up at the bowling alley, watched the 2 guys play snooker.

Tembak tak masuk ! ;P

Then Bee and I had to leave kinda early ; her mum expects her to be home by 4.

But we were still kinda late.

Don't worry Bee, maybe next time (:

And remember to sleepover someday! ;3

Had a really great time with you guys.

Let's go out again some other time (:

xoxoxoxo

Dots (;

2008-11-12T21:55:00.000+08:00

~~Confused~~, maybe ?

IDK what're you trying to say. If that post somehow refers to me. Whatever it is, I'm flabbergasted ;3 It's just that weird feeling. Can't eat, can't sleep, over the fence, reach for the stars, world series kinda thing. Nobody can ever understand it. Heck, I myself don't know what I'm crapping about x3 Anyways, right now I'm in a guitar-fanatic sensation :D I won't tell you why. And my room's being refurbished *cheers out loud ;3 Finally, I can be proud of my own room. TEEHEEHEEEE. Alrights, nothing else to say. Signing off for now.

Hearts !

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥s ;3

with love

2008-11-08T19:00:00.000+08:00

Thanks to Su Wen (;

cause without her, I wouldn't be here any longer

As you've noticed, I haven't been blogging for some time now. Noone knows why. Except for some. And I don't really care about that. Anyways, back to blogging. Yes, the tags (;

1.The last person to tag you is?

Anastasia (:

2. Your relationship with him/her?

Friends (:

3. Your 5 impressions towards him/her?

Pretty, wise, friendly, outgoing, sweet and did i mention pretty? :D

4. The most memorable thing that he/she has ever done for you?

Gave me advice? x3

5. The most memorable words that he/she has say to you?

LOL. Ain't telling you (:

6. If he/she becomes your lover, you will...

I'm not a lesbo

7. If he/she becomes your enemy, you will...

Won't happen, she's too nice! x3

8. If he/she becomes your lover, he/she has to improve on...

Like I said, won't happen (she has a boyfriend, like duh!)

9. If he/she becomes your enemy, the reason is...

'Cause I'm too clingy?

10. The most desirable things to do for him/her is...

Meet her! :D

11. Overall impression towards him/her is...

Wonderful person (:

12. How do you think the people around you will feel about you?

I don't care, how does that sound?

13. The character of you for yourself is?

1 word. Different (:

14. On contrary, the character you hate of yourself is?

Too much of a perfectionist

15. The most ideal person you want to be is?

That's easy. Jessica Alba! ;D

16. For the person who cares and likes you, say something about them.

ILY dearies (:

17. Bra or panties?

Both? x3

18. Chocolate or ice-cream?

Both! (;

19. 10 people to tag.

1. Anastasia

2. KSE

3. Josephine

4. Nicholas

5. JeAnne

6. Su Wen

7. Wen Ting

8. Bee

9. Adam

10. Karina

20. Who is number 2 having a relationship with?

Me! ;D Just kidding. It's Amanda (:

21. Is 3 a male or a female?

Female

22. If number 7 and 10 got together, would that be a good thing?

Won't happen

23. How about 5 and 8?

No way!

24. What is number 1 studying about?

I don't know

25. When was the last time you had a chat with them?

Not sure (;

26. Is number 4 single?

Yeah (;

27. Say something about number 2.

ILY gor (; Dai sek person

28. What do you think about number 3 and 6 being together?

Heck no!

29. Describe number 9.

Gila babi (;

30. What will you do if number 6 and 7 fights?

Don't know each other (:

xo♥ox

2008-11-02T21:07:00.000+08:00

solitary moments

Sometimes I just don't get it. You know that feeling, when you felt like you can trust one particular person with just about everything going on in your life, 'cause you both share the same feelings? Then the next thing you know, that person sort of ruined you with just about anything he/she says? Yeah, that feeling somehow screwed me up. And I can't take it anymore. I don't even know how to put it in words. I can't comprehend why I thought you turned out to be someone I truly cherished, and a moment too soon, your words felt like a knife.

Maybe I'm to blame ; or maybe we're the same

& that made me learn to hate you, or hate myself for letting it pass by

I started believing in fairytales, but I guess these things were never meant to be. I guess I let my fantasies get a hold of me. Maybe it's time to let go.

2008-11-01T21:00:00.000+08:00

Decided not to blog about the trilogy ; due to some 'problems'

Kinda lazy to blog today too

Signing off.

2008-10-30T23:31:00.000+08:00

Tagged by KSE gor (:

1) Do you think you're hot ?

As in temperature wise, yeah

2) Upload your favourite picture of you!

Already did ; *points left

3) Why do you like that picture ?

I don't know ?

4) When was the last time you ate pizza ?

Can't remember

5) The last song you listen to ?

Secondhand Serenade - Vulnerable

6) What are you doing right now besides this?

Doing the tag

7) What name would you prefer besides yours ?

P & C ; ain't telling you (;

People to tag

i) KSE (:

ii) Karina

iii) Yap Song Yuan

iv) Josephine

v) Wymann

8) Who is number one ?

Koh Sze En

9) Number three is having a relationship with ?

Nobody ?

10) Say something about number five ?

He owes me my Starbucks & Baskin Robins ! ;D

11) How about number four ?

Happy Birthday, Jo ! ♥ *hugs !

12) Who is number two ?

Karina (;

2008-10-30T22:54:00.000+08:00

i am lazy ; just plain lazy ; super lazy

I know I promised to post the trilogy about the trip to Perak, but I'm feeling lazy. The pictures are in my phone and the camera ; so how am I supposed to do all this in 10 mins max? LOL. Neverminddd ; will do it some other time. ~~Or maybe not~~. Signing off.

`xoxo

tagged by wymann

2008-10-30T22:04:00.000+08:00

Dear Karina,

I don't really know how to tell you this, but I'll join the monastery. I think I realized it when we skinny dipped in your camping car and I saw you carve your initials onto Manchester United's goalkeeper. I'm sure you're masochistic enough to understand that Santa doesn't exist. I'm returning the cut toenails to you, but I'll keep the results of your blood sample as a memory. You should also know that I am better off without Oprah Winfrey imitations. In pain, Juliana.

Dear (the last person who left a comment on your Journal). I don't really know how to tell you this, but ___1___. I think I realized it when ___2___ ___3___ and I saw you ___4___ ___5___. I'm sure you're ___6___ enough to understand ___7___. I'm returning ___8___ to you, but I'll keep ___9___ as a memory. You should also know that I ___10___ ___11___.___12___,-Your name-

1. What's the color of your shirt?

Blue - Our romance is over
Red - Our affair is over
White - I'll join the monastery
Black - I dislike you
Green - Our horoscope doesn't match
Grey - You're a pervert
Yellow - I'm selling myself
Pink - Your nostrils are insulting
Brown - The mafia wants you
No shirt - You're a loser
Other - I'm in love with your sister

2. Which is your birth month?

January - That night
February - Last year
March - When your dwarf bit me
April - When I tripped on sesame seeds
May - First of May
June - When you put cuffs on me
July - When I threw up
August - When I saw the shrunken head
September - When we skinny dipped
October - When I quoted Santa
November - When your dog ran amok
December - When I changed tennis shoes

3. Which food do you prefer?

Tacos - In your apartment
Pizza - In your camping car
Pasta - Outside of Chicago
Hamburgers - Under the bus
Salad - As you ate enchilada
Chicken - In your closet
Kebab - With Paris Hilton
Fish - In women's clothing
Sandwiches - At the Hare Krishna graduation
Lasagna - At the mental hospital
Hot dog - Under a state of trance
None of the above - With George Bush and his wife

4. What's the color of your socks?

Yellow - Hit on
Red - Insult
Black - Ignore
Blue - Knock out
Purple - Pour syrup on
White - Carve your initials into
Grey - Pull the clothes off
Brown - Put leeches on
Orange - Castrate
Pink - Pull the toupee off
Barefoot - Sit on
Other - Drive out

5. What's the color of your underwear?

Black - My best friend
White - My father
Grey - Bill Clinton
Brown - My fart balloon
Purple - My mustard soufflé
Red - Donald Duck
Blue - My avocado plant
Yellow - My penpal in Ghana
Orange - My Kid Rock-collection
Pink - Manchester United's goalkeeper
None - My John F. Kennedy-statue
Other - The crazy monk

6. What do you prefer to watch on TV?

Scrubs - Man
O.C. - Emotional
One Tree Hill - Open
Heroes - Frostbitten
Lost - High
House - Scared
Simpsons - Cowardly
The news - Mongolic
American Idol - Masochistic
Family Guy - Senile
Top Model - Middle-class
None of the above - Ashamed

7. Your mood right now?

Happy - How awful I've felt
Sad - How boring you are
Bored - That Santa doesn't exist
Angry - That your pimples are at the last stage
Depressed - That we're cousins
Excited - That there is no solution to this
Nervous - The middle-east
Worried - That your Honda sucks
Apathetic - That I did a sex-change
Ashamed - That I'm allergic to your hamster
Cuddly - That I get turned on by garbage men
Overjoyous - That I'm open
Other - That Extreme Home Makeover sucks

8. What's the color of your walls in your bedroom?

White - Your ring
Yellow - Your love letters
Red - Your Darth Vader poster
Black - Your tame stone
Blue - The couch cushions
Green - The pictures from LA
Orange - Your false teeth
Brown - Your contact book
Grey - Our matching Snoopy-bibs
Purple - Your old lottery coupons
Pink - The cut toenails
Other - Your memories from the military service

9. The first letter of your first name?

A/B - Your photo
C/D - The oil stocks
E/F - Your neighbour Martin
G/H - My virginity
I/J - The results of your blood-sample
K/L - Your left ear
M/N - Your suicide note
O/P - My common sense
Q/R - Your mom
S/T - Your collection of butterflies
U/V - Your criminal record
W/X - David's tricot outfits
Y/Z - Your grades from college

10. The last letter in your last name?

A/B - Always will remember
C/D - Never will forget
E/F - Always wanted to break
G/H - Never openly mocked
I/J - Always have felt dirty before
K/L - Will tell the authorities about
M/N - Told in my confession today about
O/P - Was interviewed by the Times about
Q/R - Told my psychiatrist about
S/T - Get sick when I think of
U/V - Always will try to forget
W/X - Am better off without
Y/Z - Never liked

11. What do you prefer to drink?

Water- Our friendship
Beer - Senility
Soft drink - A new life as a clone
Soda - The incarnation as an eskimo
Milk - The apartment building
Wine - Cocaine abuse
Cider - A passionate interest for mice
Juice - Oprah Winfrey imitations
Mineral water - Embarrassing rash
Hot chocolate - Eggplant-fetishism
Whisky - To ruin the second world war
Other - To hate the Boston Celtics

12. To which country would you prefer to go on a vacation?

Thailand - Warm regards
USA - Best regards
England - Good luck on your short-term leave from jail
Spain - Go and drown yourself
China - Disgusting regards
Germany - With ease
Japan - Go burn
Greece - Your everlasting enemy
Australia - Greetings to your frog Leonard
Egypt - Fuck off now
France - In pain
Other - Greetings to your freaky family

This is adorable ;3

& I tag everybody who reads this post ;D

`xoxoxoxo

the linkie to my heart (;

2008-10-29T21:54:00.000+08:00

KOH SZE EN

(upon request)

This person here so 'gan jeong' about me writing a post about him. Requested ; so here it goes. BTW, please excuse me if this post is too random ;D

1 word. 16. Also another "unique" person that can only be found in MALURI (: Emo-fied dude, but he's actually a ~~really really really~~ nice person. Very 'dai sek' big brother, but loves to bully me in school. He says pinching my cheeks are a way of showing that he loves his little sister *laughs out loud*. Somehow he always manages to pujuk me back. He's so random. Really random. Very "handsome/good looking" *coughs* and TALL (but skinny). And so, if you're wondering whether he's single, he's not. Too bad ; he loves his dear Amanda (; He may not be good in studies (wonders how can he possibly get into 4B), but he's a good basketball player. All in all, he's a real great friend ; a good gor (: Loves and sayangs KSE gor to bits ♥ (:

Isn't he "adorable" ? ♥ ;D

` xoxo

2008-10-29T20:50:00.001+08:00

BACK ; BACK BACK ; BACK BACK BACK ;D

I know you missed me (; ♥

Finally, back from Perak. Glad to be home. Now. Kinda wiped out, been travelling the whole day. However, the trilogy of my so called "vacation" will be posted tomorrow (: Pictures included! ;D So don't despair ; wait until tomorrow. Signing off now.

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥'s !

` xoxo

2008-10-26T10:35:00.000+08:00

everything reminds me of you

Going to uncle's house in a few hours. Fidgeting restlessly now. And FYI, this will be my last post till Wednesay. Leaving for Perak tomorrow. I'd so totally love you if you messaged me before I go. But that's just me dreaming. Anyway, feeling kinda emo. So I don't really have much to talk about. Why? I guess only those few important people in my life know what's going on. And to whoever it may concern ; if you're reading this. I'm just letting you know. There ain't no way that I'm giving up ~~yet~~. And I mean it. You can give all the reasons in the world why we can't be together but I'm just as stubborn as you are. You can go to the ends of the Earth and I'd still never listen to a word you say. I'm ~~sorry~~ not sorry for saying this either. So there.

xoxo
♥

breaking down ; I need you like the ocean needs their tide

2008-10-25T22:45:00.000+08:00

What is the point of loving someone when they don't even fight for what they believe in?

I can't stop ; just not yet

It's not enough by just saying sorry

I'm falling so fast now ; and I can't find your hand

After what we've been through ; was it just a waste of time?

And there is yet so much to prove ; so why give up so soon?

I can't go on without you ; I need you just to breathe

There's no turning back for us now

Didn't wanna need you so bad ; didn't wanna need anyone

But it's too late for us to stop now

Now look what you've done

I can't fake it ; I'm not strong enough without you

ILY ♥

just walk away

2008-10-25T20:43:00.000+08:00

Currently packing. Shoving in everything I can into the bags :D

6 sets of clothes, check. Mp4, check. Handphone, check. A big fluffy pillow, check. Junkies, check. Toiletries, check. Sneakers and slippers, check. And most importantly, the camera :D

ZIP . Done . 'Nuff said .

Yes, still waiting. 2 days and counting! Wonder if Trisha's coming with us. Anyways. I've already been to Lumut, Perak. So this particular vacation there wouldn't be any different. Diverting topic. Looking forward to tomorrow. 'Cause mum will be taking me to uncle's house. And I can finally get my hands on that guitar! *Shouts and jumps for joy!* When I do, I'd have to tune it, and maybe get those nylon strings replaced. And soon you'll see me rockin' and jamming to Secondhand Serenade's songs! ;D

BTW, went for a jog. Ran/jogged a couple of rounds. Felt so goooooddddd (: (Note to self : Lose 2 kgs by the end of 2008) I kinda missed Syazana's Raya Open House. I'm sorry dearie, just had lots to do lately. Maybe next year (: Feeling kinda exhausted. Signing off now.

` xoxoxoxoxo
♥♥♥♥♥♥

a diamond in the rough

2008-10-24T18:55:00.000+08:00

Nicholas Yap Song Yuan (:

Referring to the name above, I guess you can say that I'm gonna write an entire post all about him (: (Better be grateful for this, bro!)

He's just about any guy you can find in the streets. Or more likely, in MALURI ;D Random at times, very friendly and sociable. Often forgetful. He loves anime and adores anything that has to do with DotA, Warcraft, Final Fantasy, etc etc. A great friend, he was always there whenever I needed him. Be it through the good and the bad times, or sometimes just to help me with Maths and Science. A smart guy, sometimes ego-istic. And when he's angry, he tends to shout. He's sensitive, in a way. Doesn't exactly show how he really feels, no matter how much he dislikes that particular person or subject. He keeps them bottled up. More likely to be labelled an emo guy by me (: Patient and caring ; always tolerant anough to listen to me ranting or venting about my loved ones ; problems and so on. Appreciates the little things that people do for him. He has loads of manga that I like to read too! ;D Used to be a very famous opera singer in primary school x3 He writes really good poems and quotes. And so, if you ever happen to be looking for poems to express your feelings to your loved ones, he's the one to find :D

He's a real good guitar player. Classical, 'cause he's the romantic type (: And somehow, he managed to play my very very very favourite song 'Vulnerable' by Secondhand Serenade *screams!*. Well, it may just be the intro part of the song, but he did GREAT (: I'm hoping he would teach me guitar someday in the near future :D Overall he's a lovable fellow ;D And me, as a 'so-called-sister', loves him to itsy-bitsy pieces ;3 And if you're reading this Nicky, always remember, no matter how much I dislike the imperfections in you, you'll always be my favourite brother in the whole wide world (: Love ya!

♥♥♥♥

xoxoxoxo !

stay close ; don't go

2008-10-24T17:41:00.000+08:00

try your hardest to remember

The day got off with a bad start. Mum kinda woke me up an hour earlier than I was supposed to by mistake. And she told me this a little too late ; right after I got dressed. Sighhh. So I went to nap on the couch, just couldn't move a muscle anymore. I've a feeling I'm gonna get super duper large eyebags soon. Woke up an hour later ; rushed upstairs to tie my unkempt hair. Snuck my mp4 into my pocket, ran down to have a light breakfast. Then off to school.

School was BORING.

But thank GOD Yap and Shanae brought their guitars (: And so, Shahrul began his antics by grabbing Shanae's guitar and started jamming with Joel. Mannn he's real good at strumming. Really good. Super. Duper. Okayy I should shut up now ;D Shah can play just about any song there is. I envy this dude. In a good way, though. I was so intrigued by Joel and Shahrul's skills that time flew so fast. And heck, it was already recess. That's as good as it gets. Music really does make you lose sense of everything. LITERALLY. After recess, they started jamming again. Everybody else just sat there ~~dumbfounded~~ AWESTRUCK. When will I be able to play like that? Darn it. I didn't realise how long they were jamming. Possibly a few hours. Then the bell rang again. Time to go homeeee! But somehow I wish I could stay longer and listen to both of them play. It was just totally awesome.

Came home. Mum reminded me that I had dental appointment. Rats! Forgot about that. About an hour later, mum and I headed off for the dental clinic all the way in Damansara. Waited there for 15 minutes before the dentist does his usual drill, checking my pearly whites and somehow always manages to violently sabotage my poor gums without fail. Everytime. I so so so so hate him. And now I'm in real need of painkillers. They hurt so bad. But look on the bright side, going to Perak in 3 days! (: Going with the uncles, aunties, ah ma, ah kong, cousins, nieces, nephews, monkeys and baboons ;D Sweet vacation, here I come! And to top it off, I'm going to borrow my uncle's guitar tomorrow. 'Cause in November, I'll be starting my guitar class :D Now I'm getting hyped up. Wheeeee! x3 Signing off for today.

` xoxoxoxo

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

he was all i ever wanted

2008-10-23T21:18:00.000+08:00

Confused ; lost

I recalled the moment when he said he fell for me. But maybe that was just my imagination. The whole truth seems to be written all over his blog. And I guess this was his little game of 'hide and seek'. I had lots of fun playing these games with you, but you've taken things a little too far. 'Cause you told me you fell for me, and the next moment you didn't.

I guess this wasn't meant to be ; you and me.

taggies (;

2008-10-22T22:01:00.000+08:00

as tagged by wymann liew

01] Name : Juliana (;
02] Nickname : Ju ; Nana ; Julie
03] Married : Nope , too young
04] Zodiac Sign : Virgo ; Rooster ?
05] Gender : Femaleee babeyh ! ♥
06] Age : 15
07] High School : SMK Taman Bukit Maluri
08] College : Not yet
09] Height : 161 cm ?
10] Weight : Didn't check
11] Do you like yourself : Lovin' it (;
12] Piercings : One on each ear (trying to get more ! :D)
13] Right or left : Like I said , 1 each
14] Are you a freak : Don't know ; don't care
15] Hair : Black , maybe dark brown (:
16] Skin : Moderate ; maybe tanned
17] Allergic : Nothing
18] What are you doing now : Chatting ; doing tags ; listening to music
19] What will you do 1 hour later : SLEEP
20] What will you do 10 years later : Depends
21] Live with : Parents
22] Siblings : None
23] Eldest : Nope
24] Youngest : Nope
25] Love/hate your family : I love them (:
26] You found your another half : Errr . Not sure (:
27] If yes, who is he/she : LOL ain't telling
28] If no, who you want he/she to be : Stop with the stupid questions
29] Time(s) you in relationship : Heck no , ain't telling
30] Ever woo-ed a boy/girl : I don't know
31] Anyone woo-ed you before : Yeah
32] Did anything wrong to your other half : Stop it with the half
33] What was/were the wrong you had done : Why must I tell ?
34] Ever argue with your other half : No half means no half laaa
35] You with your other half : No other half !
36] Are you straight/lesbo : Straight
37] Reasons you love your other half : Don't have a half
38] You and your other half in which stage : No other half , no stage
39] You woo-ed him/her or he/she woo-ed you : A bit of both , maybe
40] Ever think of marry he/she : Didn't go that far
41] Your first best friend : Poh Choo ! Or was it Ade (;
42] Your first enemy : Can't recall
43] The friend you love the most : Too many sweethearts ♥
44] The enemy you hate the most : Can't remember
45] Your most beautiful girl friend : Too many hawteyhs (;
46] Your most handsome guy friend : Uhmm . Won't tell
47] The kind of girl you hate the most : I can't say
48] The kind of boy you hate the most : Arrogant dudes
49] You fall in love with your close friend before : Oh yeah , one too many times
50] Your best friend is your ex-lover : I don't know
51] If your friend back stabbed you : Who the hell cares ?
52] If your friend betray you : Screw that person up ? :D
53] If your friend woo your lover : Same thing all over
54] If your friend fall in love with you : Let it be
55] If you fall in love with your best friend : We'll see what happens
56] Are you a good student : At times (:
57] You always done your homeworks/assignments : Most of the time ; after PMR , screw it ! :D
58] The teacher/tutor you love the most : Pn. Hamidah ; Pn. Mani ; Ms. Lisa ! (: ♥
59] Always late to school/college : Heck no
60] Your class : 3B
61] You love your senior : Not sure ; doubt so
62] Senior who you love the most : Don't know
63] Your classmates good/bad : 1 word . BABOONS (:
64] Excellent result classmate : Apa English ni ?
65] Laziest classmate : Someone.
66] Smart people : Fam , Asyrani , Mena , Gan
67] Stupid people : Got some ; not mentioning
68] Good looking people : LOL
69] Ugly people : LOL
70] Funny people : Shahmim ; Shahrul (:
71] Cute people : Some laaa
72] Bad people : Some
73] Honest people : Nobody ?
74] Acting people : Huh ?
75] You are what kind of people : Whoever did this question must have real bad English ;/
76] Lip or eyes : Eyes (;
77] Hugs or kisses : Hugs !
78] Shorter or taller : Medium
79] Hesitant or spontaneous : Spontaneous
80] Nice stomach or nice arms : Both ? (:
81] Listener or talker : Both :D
82] Romantic or rich : Romantic
83] Good husband or good father : For me or for him ? LOL
84] Age to get married : Don't know
85] Numbers of kid(s) : Save that for later (:
86] Career : Currently a student
87] Salary : None
88] Retirement age : See how long can I last
89] Properties value : Everything (:
90] Wishes : That everything turns out fine (:
91] I tag : Wymann ; KSE ; Josephine ; Alex

more than words

2008-10-22T21:47:00.000+08:00

"Actions speak louder than words"

Well at least, that's what everybody tells me. And so now I've somehow realized, that all this while my heart was aching over someone that will eventually bring me more heartache. And well, they were right. I saw something I shouldn't have seen today. Now I've decided to move on and never look back anymore. What made me decide this? Not sure. Maybe it's an impulse (: Proud of myself, but somehow I'm still feeling sad. But I guess time will tell. All I need is time to think.

` xo ♥

2008-10-21T22:15:00.000+08:00

I am finding out that maybe I was wrong

That I've fallen down and I can't do this alone

Stay with me ; this is what I need

Please

Sing us a song and we'll sing it back to you

We could sing our own ; but what would it be without you?

I am nothing now ; and it's been so long

Since I've heard the sound ; the sound of my only hope

This time I will be listening

♥

Sing us a song and we'll sing it back to you
We could sing our own ; but what would it be without you?

This heart, it beats ; beats for only you

This heart, it beats, beats for only you

My heart is yours

♥

Paramore - My heart

2008-10-21T20:27:00.000+08:00

Arse luck today :/

There was some sort of tae-kwon-do demonstration in school by a group of college students . Nice to watch. But the techniques they used are sorta 'ahemmms' and towards the end they used several 'kepit and tumble and roll' over and over again. Overall I give a 8/10 for excellent teamwork (; However, what I enjoyed watching the most was a very cute guy in the group :D After the demo was some sort of telematch. And heck, I got dragged into it by Daniel. They were somehow short of team members. But it was partly my own idea to join them. Much better than sitting somewhere just watching. And guess what? Our team was called SPONGEBOBIANS (: AHAHAHA! See how much we love our team? ♥ Kuat semangat people, that's what we are! x3 Anyways, during the telematch. Our first obstacle was already stupid enough. Sighhs. Had to crawl under the nets. Ewwwwww! And so, there goes my nice and clean TBM shirt. But I didn't really care much. Alrights, moving on. Refuse to talk about the telematch longer (:

Forwarddd , forwarddd , forwarddd

Forwardinggg

Forwardeddd

After telematch was already recess. Goshhh, how time flies (: Went to the toilet to change back into school uniform. I was glad, couldn't stand it any longer in PJ attire :/ Covered in dirt. Had to really scrub off the dirt from my poor poor poor elbows and palm. Then the skin came off. Just my luck. Sighhh. Went around begging for a band-aid. Nobody seems to have one. Great. Could it get any worse? It did. GREAT. I didn't have anything to munch on during recess. (Note : The school canteen has the yuckiest food that you can ever find)
Bell rang, brought my bags back to the science lab. Sat under the fan for a very very very long time. And there was nobody in class. Just me. I seriously had no idea where everybody went. So there I was, happily sitting in the class, smiling like a mad person. (: It was funnnn :D Then 1 by 1, everybody slowly came back. Only half the class was present. But the teachers didn't seem to bother. LOL. Went lepak-ing around school. No teachers around. Was kinda happy about it. Went to the library for the last 2 periods. Brought along my bag. Left it there, went back down to find Bee. And she was sitting in class, listening to the songs on her brother's phone. No offence, but your bro's phone is kinda retarded :D Then the batt on her bro's phone died. Mannn I feel sorry for her. So both of us went back to the library. Walk walk walk walk walk walk. Waited there like a bunch of idiots for 10 minutes. Then the bell rang. Hurrayyy! XD And I could finally get home.

And so, I guess you can see what a random day it was for me. If there are anymore random events going on, you shall be notified. I'll post something else some other time. For now I'm signing out (:

xoxoxo
♥

2008-10-20T18:31:00.000+08:00

To ~~UNCLE~~ Wymann

(upon request)

Alrights. Since you 'beh song' with me calling you uncle, I'll post this to all the readers just for your sake okayy? Now be happy! Smileeeee! TEEHEEEHEEEE (:

Not uncle ; just Wymann (:

Puas? Ahahahaaa

I let my heart win

2008-10-20T17:03:00.000+08:00

♥

I guess there's no explaination to why I'm not over you. Maybe it's just me. Why do I sound so emo all of a sudden? Truth is, I myself don't know why. Maybe it's cause I was stuck in the rain. Then it somehow reminded me of something ; someone ; somewhere. Mannn I sound deep. LOL. Came home from school. Had a real boring day. Everybody was just chit-chatting away. Teacher doesn't really care, because the form 4s are having their final examinations. Super boring in class. But at least we get to sit in the science lab for the whole entire week! TEEHEEHEEE.

At home, had lunch, bathed, went online. Dying of boredom. Then it started to rain.

drip , drip , drip , drip

Then there was thunder. Reminded me of Uncle Wymann (: He's a scaredy cat. Really afraid of thunder. A traumatic childhood experience, I guess? Ahahahaaaa (sorry Wymann!) :D

No idea what to do later tonight. The only thing I can possibly do right now is online, online, online ... *continues chanting* :D If I keep this up then I'd be considered a nerd! LOL. Anyway, time to watch my Korean drama. Tata!

` xoxoxoxoxoxo !

Vulnerable ; that's what she was

2008-10-19T17:55:00.000+08:00

When you said you loved me

I wished my life was this song

Because these songs ; they never die

Then I would never have to cry

And I'd show you how I feel

Without saying a word

I could wrap up both our hearts

But somehow I know it sounds absurd.

♥

drop dead .

2008-10-19T15:20:00.000+08:00

Currently DUMBFOUNDED

I don't know how, I don't know why. Just lost for words. My brain doesn't seem to be functioning like it normally does. Sounds bimbo-tic yes, but it doesn't seem to matter. I've been staring at the screen for sometime now and I can't really get anything out of me. Nothing can be put to words on my blog now. I guess that's the main problem with blogging. But I'm still trying (: TEEHEEHEEE. It will improve soon, I guaranteeeee. With time.

xo !
♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

2008-10-17T23:37:00.000+08:00

hello hi hello

I've deleted the old blog and posts FYI. Decided to start everything all over.

New post, new skin, new beginning (:

PMR is finally OVER. Now I can happily online for as long as I want without studying. And I can finally go out. Hurray! No plans so far. Thinking of spending my time sleeping till the late afternoon. TEEHEEHEE (: Then online as usual till late nights. I don't really care about what mum says. I've spent too many weeks away from my computer! Another plan is to go jogging. Get fit, need to slim down. Cause I spent too many weeks sitting at home studying. Now I feel bloated! Sigh sighhh. Gotta start off soon, somewhere. Jog about 10, 15 rounds? The questions is whether I'm that active or not. LOL. I guess I'll follow mum and dad tomorrow. If they happen to go.

lovesss lovesss lovesss lovesss lovesss lovesss lovesss lovesss ! ♥